Thread:UndertaleTrashowo/@comment-39375566-20190712010126/@comment-39375566-20190713004519

(hh idk so like u know there was this person who i used to like right and how they have a gf now?(oh oof im gettin existential thoughts again AHH THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON ALL DAY FF ) they always ignore me and just say its because of their depression but it will be for like a whole month and like before i didnt have clincal depression but like. it doesnt rly make sense bc they were always active online and just like kept on doing that and idk. like idk they usually ignore me and are talkative sometimes but its like? can you not? like if you don't want to talk to me then just tell me? and they're always like to me: oh you're paranoid about me hating you?

like? i put up with your depression which makes you very unmotivated so you shouldn't be whining about the fact that i have anxiety and i can't control it? its not like that easy? they were always like: calm down.

like how am i supposed to calm down h what the heck?! like,, how? if i try taking deep breaths i hyperventilate and start panicking so ?/ its just annoying and idk what to do. like i guess i like being their friend but this is kinda stupid and a lot of effort for me. like they do want to hangout with me which is cool, but like. i hate hanging out with people, but i still want to be their friend but they ignore me most of the time and idk?/ i mean ignore isnt the proper word. they aren't actually ignoring me they're just not motivated enough but im still like : :(  and panic)