User blog:Hajimeme Hinatoes/Hiya.

Hello, everyone. Welcome to the blog. I'm gonna put in a short vent here, because I feel heccin awful and wish that I could feel better. Eh, who cares. Let's go on.

So, recently, I've been feeling worthless. I don't do anything good but draw and write, and I feel as if I'll never get to do something others actually enjoy me doing (excluding Toasted). When I see people out there, hanging out with friends and enjoying their careers, I begin to envy them.

I want to be happy. I want to do something so others can notice me. I just.. I just want to have friendstfxzxyfy,cycyycycyycycyfycycyfçy,cftX who enjoy my company irl. But I can't, and now I'm trapped in this never ending cycle of regret. Why can't I do something important? Why can't people like me for who I am?

Sometimes, I feel like I can't do anything. I'm awful at cheering up people, so when they're venting up to me, I feel completely worthless. And it's selfish and I feel terrible, because it's their time to open up, not mine.

I don't know what to do. Comments like, "you matter" or "you can do something important" kinda help, but don't. I know I'm a hopelessly incompetent person, and that my efforts will never matter and no one will miss me if I'm gone, but I dunno.

I just want to be human again..