User blog:Hajimeme Hinatoes/sigh.

it's a vent thing. ignore like always and don't care, please.

sometimes, i feel as if no one actually cares about my well being. maybe you all just pity me and don't actually care. when im upset, no one seems to notice really. and who cares honestly. i dont.

everyday, i feel more and more empty. i hate it and wish the feeling would go away, but it cant. no one cares, so whats the point? life is stupid, nothing matters and my words dont either. im just a person whos sad. i have no evidence that i have possible mental illnesses. im just a girl going through changes is all.

nothing matters at this point. someday, ill die, and no one will care or remember. and when people say they do, im afraid that ill make them upset and theyll begin hating me because thats all you can do with me really.

i know, im unlovable. i know i dont matter, that what i say doesnt matter. nothing matters anymore. im tired of feeling like no one cares or that theyre leaving me out of things. all people do is hate me after all, so whats the point? there is none.

i don't know what to do anymore.