User blog:WhisperShade/Going away...

Hello all,

Due to some personal-life-friendship reasons, I think it might be best for me to take a slight break from the wiki. I’m not sure when I’ll return, but I will!

My very best friend and I have some complications and I need time to heal and rethink my decisions. I think it’s better for me to just take a break from things and focus on trying to save this friendship from dying.

This person is very important to me, while I don’t exactly have “feelings” anymore, they’re still the closest friend I’ve ever had in my life. Even though I don’t feel the same, I still couldn’t imagine my life without them. That’s all I’m saying because this is quite recent and very personal to me.

I’m not sad or upset over their own decisions because I understand why. I already knew what they were gonna say, so it wasn’t as painful. I was just caught off guard. Am I a little disappointed? Yeah, a little. But I’ll be okay.

I don’t hold anything against them. I’ve already forgiven them and that’s that. I haven’t spoken to them since then, but I think we both need space. We’re still young and have no idea what we’re doing really, so I don’t blame them for anything. It’s gonna be a little difficult to adjust back, I’m not gonna lie. I don’t want it to be an end of our friendship, because I value it more than anything. (That’s all I can say, if they find out then, they might get upset and I don’t think I’m strong enough to lose another friend.)

This isn’t farewell forever, I just need to sort things out before I can return. I hope u understand!

So thanks and good bye!