User blog:XiaolongDrake/Now the world is gone and I'm just ONE...

I know this just happened on Monday, but I'm STILL DEPRESSED.

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"Life it seems to fade away Drifting further everyday Getting lost within myself Nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly loss this can't be real Cannot stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me but now, he's gone

No one but me can save myself, but its too late Now I can't think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye Goodbye~"

-Metallica, Fade to Black (1984)