Thread:FunAndGamess/@comment-39024013-20190629102305/@comment-38207171-20190630003455

Toastedkorekiyo wrote: honestly i really can't bear to go back to school, its really harsh on my social anxiety, as well as having to maintain my grades is difficult for me too. I almost failed the last school year ,, like literally and im just. really pissy about this whole thing.

ever since my hospitalization, i've lost almost all my friends, and they don't stick by me even though this is one of the hardest times for me. like they just see me crying on the ground and ignore me or look at me weirdly, and if i could help it i would not do that. everyone thinks im a weird freak at my school, like that one kid who just fails their assignments and cries in front of everyone. its really unfair because its really cool and aesthetic around where i live to claim to be depressed or have mental illnesses, and when someone is actually suffering from one or two they're treated like a freak. this society is terrible frankly and we have to change this stigma against mental health but thats a topic for another day gamers!! i hope all of their parents make them go gluten free. because lets face it, gluten free is terrifying, at least to me. While I’ve never had a mental illness (at least, I don’t think) I know exactly what you’re going through. I cry a lot and I don’t mean to, sometimes I just can’t control when it happens. And, you’re not a freak. People don’t really know what to do with people who are different from themselves so they tend to shove it away. And it hurts. It hurts, but no one cares. It’s like a poisoned arrow when your closet confidants betray you to follow the Wave.