User blog comment:Pokeballmachine/Extremely nervous/@comment-39024013-20190813063638

I think I understand about the part where you talked about how you 'used your anger'. If you are struggling to make friends at school, than I ecourage you to talk to an adult about it. I know people hate it when others say that, but it's true. I know what it's like to have your peers disapointed in you. My parents sort of..iscolated me. Meaning they never really introduced me to pop culture, and we never really had a TV with channels on it (We either used DvDs or netflix) so I didn't really know many movies and I don't get any news either. To this day I still get nervous when someone asks something like, 'What's your favourite song?' and I have to make something up, usually a name I hear a lot, but I always get terrified when someone makes a reference and I'm the only one who doesn't get it. That's why I'm on the internet so much, so I can connect with the world my parents kept me away from. Yet somehow, despite being the most unrelatable person on the planet, I managed to make friends. I dunno if it's because I'm the biggest extrovert I know but..I feel like it was because I focused my friendships on not what I had in common, but the quality time I spent with them. If I can do that, then so can you. You have made many friends here and probably on other wikis, and I want you to know you are not the only one. I keep my account secret as well, and I always worry the day someone will find out. I wish you best of luck during school.