Why I Want To Be A Writer

Intro
I want to be a writer, and honestly I always have. There is nothing that could possibly convince me otherwise, and I am pretty passionate about writing. I'm not a very good writer, not yet anyway. I don't have a talent for writing, and I would gladly debate that talent doesn't exist, but even if it does, this is not a talent, it is a passion, which can easily become a talent with hard work. -Firefly.

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Bang bang, says my heart who’s beating,

Her delicate veins are stunned

Stunned by words that trigger my mouth,

She’s asked a question since our meeting,

Something that has made me think

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I wish for directions, a way, a whisper,

Something to tell me I’m doing it right,

What if I lying to myself?

What if I’m want something else?

I should know myself off by heart.

I should know what wish to I live for,

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My head is a pandemonium of shouts and objections,

Every sub consciousness has a different opinion,

Of whether or not I want to be a writer.

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Thump thump Says my heart who’s angry,

I’ve said too much, I’ve not been careful

She’s asked me something,

Something meriful,

Something where the answer is fearful,

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Put me anywhere, anytime, anyone

If I were in poverty, I would write with whatever I had,

As long as I had something to write with, even if I was mad,

That goes the same with prison, wilderness or war,

That goes the same with cold, or hot, in fact that would make me want to write more,

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I wish for a hint, a glimpse into the future

Something to tell me it’s not all in my head,

What if I can’t learn?

What if I’m impossible?

Those prying, precious predictable eyes,

They’re always looking for a story in there,

Those delicate, desperate, despicable fingers,

They are always grabbing at a book,

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My heart’s a Colosseum,

Where every opinion fights to the death,h

Of whether I want to be a writer,

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Take me anywhere, anytime, anyone

It still won’t change how I feel,

No man can make any deal,

You can’t change my love, my lusts, my passion,

You can say it in any fashion,

You’d fail anyway,

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I want to be a writer

You can say otherwise if you may

My mouth has just opened

I know exactly what to say

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