User blog comment:Pokeballmachine/big oof that i don't think anyone cares about/@comment-39024013-20190705084359/@comment-39024013-20190706085828

You will have to tell someone eventually. Know that the world is not turned against you, and at least 1 person in your life has the capacity to feel empathy for you, which means there is still hope. You should find someone to help you, someone you can trust and feel conected with. Not every adult doesn't  care about you. I wish you luck.