Sagi poem

another poem made during poetry unit, also kinda based of my OC Sagikkun

is it possible to lose something you never had, really even when on my meds, still can’t wrap my head around the fact there is a reality

there is a

person that just wants to be happy

why can’t we have two universes, side by side or why is mine the one to hide how does anybody know which is better if they don’t, why don’t they let him stay in the other

what’s the point of calling me “special” or having a different? brain because everybody knows what you’re really thinking and that is that i’m insane

every day i’m surrounded by the normal what you want me so dearly to be even if you don’t say it out loud i can sense your disappointment in me

why are you trying so much to help something that just doesn’t need it i was fine before you started, maybe better off politely, i’d like you to beat it

guess the reason why your precious pills and therapists aren’t working? you can’t fix what’s not broken already but even so you insist on trying

just let me be with my friends even if you call them imaginary they aren’t doing any harm to anyone the thought of them leaving is scary

don’t ruin my life, just let me be as some sort of anomaly i don’t want to lose my world my universe, my life, my friends even if to you, they never existed at all