Thread:FunAndGamess/@comment-39024013-20190721091223/@comment-39024013-20190913084133

Pokeballmachine wrote: @Marrow I agree with you. Most people that I am not familiar with on the WoF wiki are jerks. They don't like people having different opinions.

However, in real life, I'm isolated and I'm in a similar situation as you. It started in like, 6th grade or something, and I didn't like it at first, but I constantly grew attached to it. My friends left me to hang out with new people because I joke 24/7, even in a serious situation, even if I don't mean it, etc, so I became alone everywhere. Then I suddenly got used to being alone and I started to like it. I don't talk with the friends who left me anymore, even though we do have the same teachers in school, but we go there at different periods, because I just didn't want to talk to people anymore.

When Fortnite first came out, I actually took a look at it and I didn't like it. I prefer fantasy games and games that aren't realistic. Fortnite, with guns, is a huge eh. I hate Fortnite; I prefer Minecraft. Everyone started laughing at me like they just heard the funniest joke. I hated Fortnite. They loved Fortnite. I was officially called the outcast, and I couldn't survive a day at school without being teased.

However, now, more people support team Minecraft since we get new students every year. I have some Minecraft buddies, yay! I'm also made fun of because I'm not straight. I'm pansexual. Because I indentify as LGBTQ, people harass me claiming that I'm lesbian and everyone's like EWWWW and starts making fun of me. I have one person who actually wants to hang out with me and that I'm actually friends with.

When I was 11, a bully girl in my class (she's the "rich spoiled brat girl who thinks she gets everything she wants" girl) called me an idiot because in elementary school, we would have a dance show every year everyone would have to participate in, and we were practicing every day during PE, (keep in mind that where I live, 6th grade is still elementary) and I was getting in the wrong positions on accident everytime and I was not following what she wanted me to do.

Let me tell you about this girl. She was extremely rude. I moved to my area when I was in third grade, and I never moved before, so I had a hard time. She was nice at first and I played animal jam with her, but then I noticed over time that she actually wasn't trying to be nice. She wanted things from me. Lots. Popularity. Animal jam items. Everything you could think of from me. When she wanted something really bad from me and I said no, giving good explanations why, such as "it's special to me and I don't want to give it away", she was like "OMG YOU'RE SO RUDE UGH" in a really rude tone.

A few years ago on Animal Jam, when I was new, someone gave me a free pet hippo, which is hard to get. I equipped it on and she said "OMG A HIPPO I REALLY WANT IT" and I said "sorry no, it's special to me", and she started acting all sad and was like "YOU'RE RUDE" and the next day she told me to kill myself. I came home wanting to cry, but I couldn't cry because people treat me like being sad, making mistakes, etc, is never okay.

So yeah. I've had to live my entire elementary school life, and in 6th grade (last year of elementary where I live), I had to be in the same table as her. She was like "OMG I HAVE TO BE WITH UGLY STUPID GIRL" (she just doesn't call me stupid, she also says i'm ugly as a piece of garbage rotting on the street) and "CAN I BE WITH MY FRIENDS [teacher name]? I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH A JERK WHO HAS CANCER AND AUTISM" (I do not have autism or cancer. She's being rude because she hates me so much just because I wouldn't give her things she wanted. I do have sight disabilities, as I am nearsighted.) She thought I had cooties because I hung out with people she didn't like, so when I was in charge of getting stuff for the group, she would get up and get the books for herself and all the others, leaving me to get the supplies on my own. I told her "hey, cooties don't exist; they're entirely fictional", but like others, they supported the bully instead of me and said "lol they'r real [my name], don't be stupid." Once during class, she snatched my glasses and ran to the other side of the room and yelled "HOW MANY FINGERS AM I HOLDING UP STUPID" and I just said five, completely ignoring her and I spoke in a tone like I didn't care. The teacher wasn't in my room, and my sixth grade class was talkative and social, while I was the outcast since I didn't like socializing. When the teacher came back in, she yeeted my glasses across the room to pretend she didn't do anything. She didn't get in trouble. I was tortured so much by my classmates I never got the chance to speak up to the teacher or anyone, so I had to just be bullied all the time and none of the bullies ge tin trouble.

I had a way worse school life, and yet it's still going. I'm 13 now, and yet things are still the same. Rude rich girl moved to a different school, not sure why. She probably convinced her parents to because I was "the dumbest person ever". She had an impact on my life in a bad way, and thank god she isn't in my school anymore.

I had way more experiences. Once, during art class, the girl sittiing across from me (let's call her spoiled rich girl brat 2, because spoiled rich girl brat 1 was across the table), said I had orange paint in my hair, so I frantically searched in my hair. None. I said "there's none there" and she was like "OMG THERE IS LOL" and pointed to a certain spot. Went there. None. I said "It's not there. It's probably just the sun shining on my hair." She was like "BUT YOU'RE A BRUNETTE HOW DOES YOUR HAIR SHINE ORANGE". I sighed and said "I'm a ginger. My hair is red." She was like "oh lol" and started laughing with her friends. She then pranked me later on saying there was tape in my hair, and I believed her, but she was like "LOL IT WASN'T THERE STUPID I WAS TRICKING YOU" (remember that this is spoiled rich girl brat 2). She had a rude laugh with her friends.

Later on a few weeks later, I was asked to switch seats (edit: I was asked to switch by spoiled rich girl brat 2). The teacher doesn't allow seats to be switched, so I was obeying her and I said "No. I will not be switching." Everybody thinks I have a relationship with this guy when I don't; we're just friends and people think we're crushes/boyfriend and girlfriend. I tell them we're friends everytime and they don't believe me. Then she was like "[friend's name] IS OVER THERE SWITCH NOW". I still obeyed the teacher and said no. Then sh'es like "OMG YOU WON'T LET ME SIT WITH MY FRIEND YOU BULLY" really loud, so she chanted, directly at me "BULLY BULLY BULLY" and others joined in until it was as loud as earrape. I said stop in a semi-sad tone, and they did stop. Yet they did not get in trouble because I was too afraid to speak up for myself.

I felt really hurt, probably as hurt as you do. They wouldn't let me have different opinions. I'm 13 now, and now that I'm more mature, I'm trying to build up more confidence to actually speak up for myself. Hope things get better for you.

Here's some advice. Restate the wiki rules. You're not allowed to bully. Expressing your opinion is okay. Tell them they're not the boss of you, and you can have your own opinions. If you try that, hope it helps. I can see that you need to vent, I suggest beginning that autobigraphy thing you were talking about. (While changing the names of course)