Sagi stuff

Y: sagis mum (name not decided, not actually Y)

Sagikkun: a boi

'''if my OC Sagikkun was a human instead of dragon. random rant bit of a story. contains violence'''

“I.. you know all those times I didn’t want to get out of bed? In the mornings?”

Y looked at Sagi. “Sweetie, I know, nobody likes to get up in the morning. I’m not much of an early bird myself, but I still do it, and everyone has to do it. So I’m sorry, but this is just a part of life.”

“But, I.. it’s more than that!!” Sagi protested. “I have my own world when I sleep. I go there and see all my friends!! I don’t know how you think it’s fair to want me so much to play with friends in this world but not even allow me to spend time with my friends in my other world!” He pouted.

Y sighed and attempted a weak smile. “Sagi, my baby..” she started, before pausing for thought. “You know they aren’t real,” she said finally.

Sagikkun looked up at his mother with wide eyes. He had really trusted her.. he thought he could trust her. He thought he was different, not another person that thinks he’s just crazy. That he has a problem - no, that he IS the problem. Sagi tried to resist showing emotion, scrunching up his face and clenching his teeth, but his task was fruitless as he gave way to tears. He turned away from Y and ran to his room, slamming the door closed.

Y followed him softly and after a bit, knocked on the door. Sagi didn’t answer.

“Sagi.. please. Talk to me.” Y was going to knock again but her hand hesitated in front of the door.

Sagi wiped his eyes. “Why won’t you let me be happy?” he asked with a spiteful tone, sniffling.

“You can be happy without this, Sagi. You can learn to love life as it is, without need for your delus- well, your friends,” Y said, slightly louder than before.

Sagi’s eye twitched. “What makes you think life here is any more important than life in any other reality?” he asked, voice getting louder. He stood up. “What makes you think that you know what’s best?-”

“I’m your mother, sweetie.”

“SO?” Sagi exclaimed. “So what?! How is that reasoning? HOW is that good enough reasoning for you to come in here and tell me that my reality doesn’t exist? That it’s worse than this reality? Just because you only exist in this reality doesn’t mean that this is automatically the best, that’s your selfish close-minded thinking!” he screamed.

“Baby..” Y started.

“DON’T. Just.. please, don’t,” Sagi said, exasperated. “I thought you cared about me. But now I really understand.”

A concerned look crossed Y’s face. “I do care about you.. please, Sagi. I love you.” Y dropped down to her knees in front of the closed doors. “I love you.”

The door opened, and Sagi stood there, looking over his mother.

“Sagi..” she said with a smile, before being cut off.

Sagikkun lifted a gun to her head.

“Where’d you get that?!” Y asked hurriedly, her eyes widening. She backed away, standing up. “Pleas-”

She got cut off as she was shot directly in the chest, coughing and sputtering blood. Sagi looked down at his mother with a underlying feeling of sympathy and some guilt, as well as a degree of surprise at how he actually did that. How easy a life was to take, how quickly one could go from a living, functioning human being to soon to be an object, incapable of anything. He blinked and was brought back to the moment.

He ended up laughing. “I stopped taking those stupid pills, I knew you were up to no good with them. And POW, what do you know, I can see my friends again!”

Sagi looked over to Iggy, the flying eye, who flapped his way over along with a faint sense of amusement being radiated.

Sorry, I wanted to give you guys a bit alone time, Iggy projected, as he did not have a mouth, throat, vocal chords, or a lot of other things that were usually necessary in maintaining a voice.

Sagi smiled at the sight of Iggy, feeling automatic warmth of being able to be here with a friend that really cared about him.

Y was still bleeding out on the floor, not exactly dead yet. “I can’t believe I really.. shot her..” he said with a shaky voice.

It was necessary. You have done a favor for everyone here; after she goes through atonement you can see her again in our world! She’ll be able to finally find true happiness instead of denying others’, in a sad attempt to do something worthwhile with her life here, Iggy said to Sagi, reassuringly.

Sagi smiled. “You’re right! I can’t wait to see mom again, but when she’s really discovered how to be happy! And all my other friends I can see now too! This is going to be so fun!” he exclaimed happily.

Oh, actually, I think now it’s okay if you become a permanent resident of our world, Iggy projected with Sagi getting the sense of a smile-like expression from him. Everyone loves you there, and so we decided together that you don’t need to remain here! Also, this way I don’t have to keep coming over to this world and it’ll be much less of a hassle overall for everyone. What do you think?

Sagi couldn’t believe it. “Wow.. really?!” he chirped, jumping up and down. “YESSSS!!!” He paused. “Ah, but that means I won’t get to spread happiness to others in this world! I want it so someday everyone here can live in the true reality, and have a meaningful life!”

Iggy moved in a way similar to someone solemnly shaking their head. Ah.. you think of others so much. That’s one of many great qualities about you, hehe. But for just this once, please think of yourself! We can work on everyone else later, maybe get some other messengers. We want you home, though. Your true home needs you, Iggy projected.

Sagi sighed and smiled. “I love you, Iggy,” he said with a happy sigh. “Well, see you over there! You can go first, don’t wait up for me! I’ve never really transported this way but I think it’ll be pretty easy.”

Iggy nodded, or something like that. See you soon!, Iggy projected before flying through a blue portal that closed up behind him.

Sagikkun smiled to himself. He couldn’t wait to see all his friends, and actually LIVE with them! AAAA he was excited just thinking about it!!

He raised the gun to his head and pulled the trigger.